My heart was heavy, my soul was bruised, and my spirit was broken. But my child would never know pain or fear and that is why we did it.
Today is the day we were due to have our baby. Sadly that was not to be. We said goodbye to our little angel on the 2nd March 2014 and the bracelet pictured above has been on my wrist since. I have made my peace with the decision we made. It was the right one for us. Despite the sadness that filled our hearts I would rather we suffered now than having to watch our baby suffer.
Forever we will wish that everything could have been different.
Baby S, we wanted you so much. We love you and will always keep you in our hearts.